A start to a start

Start... Begin... words that give space and power for some thing new to occur... words that let you embark on a new journey... words that lead you through a new discovery...
But some how I find it is not that easy to start... wonder many a times if some thing could help me, give a start to my start... :)
The spirit within is ready to fly, learn new things, explore a lot more and try... but this momentary numbness at every start... how I wish I could get rid of it ... that every start was easy... like a click or a flick of fingers... but not always it is... takes a lot to go beyond my own thoughts that push and restrain at the same time...
Well standing numb for long will not help either …so I dare today to give a start to this start...