We were having a conversation... as we usually do... sharing our inner most, our faiths, our passions, our turmoils, our challenges ... and what we find when we are soul searching... I knew lot was going on in his mind... I knew conflicts within were troubling him ... and try as he might he was finding it difficult to hang on to his faith... and suddenly he said "life is sweet and sour... i want it fulfilling!"... I did understand... and I started to write some thing to send to my buddy ... but as I wrote it seemed true for me... and come to think of it it holds true for every one... no??

Sweet or sour, life has different tastes to offer
Fulfillment is all about savoring each flavor
Wishing for a life without any of its essence
Am I not denying God’s complete presence

I am not sure if the thought is complete yet... but then just felt like sharing the same in its raw form only...

Who am I?

Many a times I have wondered and asked
Who am I with so many mysteries masked?

Someone who cries hard at failures in life
Or someone standing strong ready for strife

Someone who wants to hide her hurt from all
Or someone daring again even after a fall

Someone who fears every move she makes
Or someone willing to give all that it takes

Someone who runs away from being weak & fragile
Or someone embracing herself with a sweet smile

I found “Who am I” in all that I see around
My search ended in beauty so much abound
In hearts around me so spirited yet tender
In Joys and motivation they always render

Let me know my dreams today...

Let me know my dreams today...
Believe in them, come whatever may...
I will make efforts to realize them today...
To do that there may not be another day.

Let me shove away the dirt I assimilated…
Leave behind the hell I myself created...
I will craft a future that will live from today…
To do that there may not be another day.

Let me reach out to others as well…
Bring them out from their barren shell…
I want to love and heal them today…
To do that there may not be another day.

It is time to break the “patterns” of past

I was sifting through my system... cleaning up few folders and deleting the irrelevant stuff... and found some thing I had scribbled some time back... indeed a good way to be reminded again... as it is again time to break some patterns of my past....

It is time to break the “patterns” of past
Find out a pace, neither slow nor fast
But perfect to bring happiness my way
A peaceful heart, come whatever may!!

It is time to shift the “focus” of my life
From looking inside & just my own strife
To the lives surrounding me night & day
Render myself to help them find their way!!

It is time to tread on the “path” anew
Clear out the preceding fog and hue
Pleasure of giving gets better today
As I welcome serenity forever to stay

Another streak of creativeness …

Since morning yesterday few words were dancing in my mind... knocking on its walls to let them out... I asked them what do you want to convey and why should I let you stay... they didn't utter anything and went mum and on their way... I started with my day embraced what all it brought – actions, emotions, and thoughts abound (some dumb and some profound :)) … And hours later when I thought to say bye to the green light of my laptop’s screen, in the wee hours of morning my mind opened its window and the words dropped in…

Let me not love for reasons that may no longer stay
Let my love be faith- I nurture every min, every day

Let me not love for a lifetime- eternity is but an illusion
Let my love be a moment - a celebration, an occasion

Let me not love for the want of belonging or selection
Let my love be a gift - priceless and pure perfection

The Eagle

The Eagle... inspired this creation... I am sure each one of us posesses similar traits... just a matter of exploring... Enjoy!!

Standing Dauntless, unharmed by brightness
Fearless to confront what he truly believes in
…This eagle is ready to capture the sea

Spectacular Vision, depths and precision
Powerful perception, beyond the obvious
…This eagle is ready to capture the sea

Tenacious fighter, soaring above storms
Embracing the raging wind effortlessly
…This eagle is ready to capture the sea

Guiding to safety, continuously with courage
With wings that Nurture and comfort forever
…This eagle is ready to capture the sea

Power and Spirit, combined through life
Vital Strength to let it always fly high
…This eagle is ready to capture the sea

A start to a start

Start... Begin... words that give space and power for some thing new to occur... words that let you embark on a new journey... words that lead you through a new discovery...
But some how I find it is not that easy to start... wonder many a times if some thing could help me, give a start to my start... :)
The spirit within is ready to fly, learn new things, explore a lot more and try... but this momentary numbness at every start... how I wish I could get rid of it ... that every start was easy... like a click or a flick of fingers... but not always it is... takes a lot to go beyond my own thoughts that push and restrain at the same time...
Well standing numb for long will not help either …so I dare today to give a start to this start...